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23rd February 2016
- back to square one, i need some goals, to put all effort and changes on it,
- everything seem so hard, yeah, like entering a cinema after shows start half hour, clueless
- afraid to get wrong, afraid to put some much time and get nothing? afraid to pursue? fear to do equal to do nothing? everything feel like shit, can't lead and don't want to be follower?
- expectation greater than personal abilities,
- maybe it is worth it to get stuck for years? or until death?
- or join the slave army, or push all advertisement into everywhere and seduce people to buy, sell, hate, etc
- what it means if you own everything?
- consider conscious exists after death, mean the whole physical shits mean nothing, memories are precious, but to proceed means what puzzles there to solve?
- become cruel slave army, winner takes all, let others fuck with their own pain and suffering,
- but i am using, enjoying, benefiting from stuffs created by those slaves? or even without slaves, what would be would be?
|23 Feb 2016, 03:57||
6th March 2016
- the i in the next 1 hour vs the i right now,
- the i inside dream vs the i right now,
- the i without the conscious i is not i,
- remain conscious in every i is important,
- remain conscious is very difficult,
- mind is interrupted, hijacked every moment,
- the ability to focus in only one particular thought is important,
- to bring this one thought as base layer in every other thoughts,
- this ability is greater than any wealth,
- aware the smallest and tiniest body movement, the moment before movement,
- travel in 1000km/h will make us reach destination fast, almost instant, like our thought, but it also means we skip lots of scenary.
- the feeling if i do it slow and with conscious i
|06 Mar 2016, 03:57||
9th March 2016
- i saw a programming language in dream yesterday, musical notes and color based
- then i started wondering how musical notes work, how to present a song so that everybody know how to play it
- how to drag a sound, change beat, and perhaps more...
- then i imagine a software that generate music, with clueless non meaning words.
- a e i o u
- ba be bi bo bu, ca ce ci co cu, da de di do du and etc to za ze zi zo zu.
- bang sounds like ba with long and deep end, need to show how to mark deep end,
|08 Mar 2016, 19:20||
12th March 2016
- a lie that told us it is possible to create something impossible will strengthen our logic to create that impossible for real
- what makes a learn a learn?
- decision based on logic memories, rules settings, effect points decision, doing nothing loop, ?
- company that provide ai services, find best place to open business, best business to do, method of sales, time to marketing, ways of email replies, ai debugger, formula for new drinks, chickens, fashion designs, etc
- i want my own ai assistant.
|12 Mar 2016, 09:06||
14th March 2016
- the ai unsupervised self learning, cycles and random
- if somehow i turn to conscious tiny cat, how would i communicate with another cats?
- assume i couldn't communicate with other cats, chickens, ducks, etc animals, assume i imagine i am of their kind now, what actually prevent such communication?
- animal learn, how to expand their learning capabilities and limitations?
- assume high tech, evolved and smart aliens exists, they are facing issue exactly like how would we communicate with animals.
- assume animals are low tech, native ancient ways of communication, but still in the age of massive technological advancement, we still failed to communicate with them,
- if animals aware they are the image inside mirror they are looking right now, do they ponder why?
- code decision happen on during if then else, ai version would automatically shift if then else block params during sleep, how to do by checking recipe, extend how to do by importing random but not so random new resources, why depend on desire, maybe depend on pre-set goals,
- a piece of code that able to write itself and expand.
|14 Mar 2016, 10:37||
16th March 2016
- so block of code or module based, module could be arrange by master, everything must be formed into cycles, like nature,
- the output of something is the input of something, and loop
- big data and ai, i am coming?
- human assisted ai, result output after extensive algorithm loops,
- the erp system should be made into a game like interface, something like transport tycoon deluxe always stuck my mind, i think that the first computer game i play,
|16 Mar 2016, 12:24||
17th March 2016
Heard some stupid birds chirping near my window, kinda pondering why they are so motivated to spread noise pollution among themselves early in the morning. I then took my toothbrush and unconsciously perform the popular hand and mouth exercise in front a mirror. I don't think I really stare at the mirror, maybe the mirror just sighs, why it is you again.
Today is a special day, it is more special because I am kinda anti-sosial, no friends, no facebook, no twitter, no instagram, I am that aloof type who simply don't feel comfortable if other people know my name, my job, my favourites songs and etc. Keeping secrets is actually easy for me, I seldom talk and I hardly post anything online, I could easily loop all my fantasies inside my skull like how assembly language loop.
Unlock my bike, I am ready to go to a special place for my special day. It is roughly a 15 minutes journey with lots of insane human and round rubbers trying to speed faster than you. I know they are crazy, that is why I keep on focus my vision to roughly 45 degrees straight and prevent any eye contact with them. Many colorful steels passing over me like rainbow, I put on my earbuds even though here is not India.
Reaching my special place, locking my dear bike, I did a quick glaring to check if anybody occupied the cornered table. It is around 9 something, most of the customers already had their breakfast and off to their daily p2p slaving activities. Luckily nobody sit there, I position myself in a way my laptop facing the wall because I don't want anybody to rape my screen whenever their eyeballs turn blue.
I got to travel a bit to the counter and order my breakfast, it is a self service restaurant which has no shame to bill you 10% service charges. Black coffee and nasi lemak, I don't think most of you knew what I am having, feel free to highlight and google, I would just wait for a while before starting my breakfast.
People who are trying to rape my screen would suspect I am watching some pornographic movies or what at the corner table, they hardly verify anything because I didn't wear my spectacles and contact lens are too tiny for their popping eyeballs.
I am connected through Tor Network and multiple VPN, it makes the connection slower by bits but the effect is you feel more secure and daring on the Internet. I travel to the whole world digitally everyday without any kind of air flight, one of my favourite application is google maps street view, I could spend the whole day navigating the maps and sight seeing without any sweats, or playing youtube 12 hours high quality raining sound, 8 hours night train sound and etc.
I think illusion and reality are so mixed up, so hard for me to differentiate them anymore, this whole life is like a huge matrix or thirteenth floor with so many npc floating around.
It is about 2 after noon now, my lips are sealed like how my buttock glued to the chair, I need to wait patiently for something to drop by. Then I saw a group of human walk in and they start combining several tables into a bigger one, this is the moment I been waiting for hours my heart silently said. They ordered some drinks and some of them preparing paper plate while another human unbox a nice chocolate cheese cake and place it at the center.
Yeah, a birthday celebration, they start chanting the renowned wishing lyrics and my mind will automatically substitute the lyrics to my name as if they all singing for me, celebrating my special days.
I just sit there silently and continuously waiting for next group of human to drop by and wishing me happy birthday.
Happy Birthday to me,
Happy Birthday to me,
All the claps and poppers, they feel so nice once in a year.
|16 Mar 2016, 19:13||
17th March 2016
rules for the direction of the mind(Descartes)
|17 Mar 2016, 04:04||
hi taeyun, it just a story, fiction with lots of grammar and spelling mistakes,
the idea of this story keeps on nagging me inside my brain whenever i got some spare time available, i might as well write about it so that i could fantasy something else.
|17 Mar 2016, 17:07||
19th March 2016
- 2 years ago, you like miss a, but now you hate miss a, who are you?
- you wake up, fulfill your desires, you feel drowsy, you go sleep,
- you wake up, how you sure you were not dead? you haven't face death before, but how you so sure you were not dead for several thousand times already after every night sleep?
- it could be, you are dead in every sleep you perform. you could aware other people's death, but not your own.
- worse come to worse, one experience the imminent death, bus loose brake, runs high speed down from hill, a samurai sword on the way to your neck, and etc,
- even worse come to worse, you still put little hope you could survive,
- it could be diagnosed with last stage cancer, every sleep could become last sleep,
- the best we could experience probably is consciousness fades away maybe slowly but certainly.
- what if somebody told you you are dead? the idea you are conscious refrain you from suspecting you are dead and came alive again.
- but how to solve your physical grow old and getting older? and you still conscious? if you could grow from baby to teenager, then to adult, to old grandpa, there should be no limitation to prevent you to grow back to baby, the whole business is about cycle.
- even the black hole emits something out nowadays.
- the main factor would be memories, a source we use to decide what is what, what is next, how, where, when, who am i and etc
- we could cctv the whole sleeping process, but the fact is our body is there but we are not there.
|18 Mar 2016, 22:10||
20th March 2016
- woke up, heard iphone ringtone in dream, was in a giant mall, second or third floor, talking to phone then location change to a conference building.
- the main issue is, the me inside dream don't find it weird and impossible to travel from point a to point b in ftl speed.
- something about the phone, like a merging of nokia 3310 green screen to latest iphone.
|19 Mar 2016, 19:34||
26th March 2016
- inconsistent perception, assume you memories suppose you keep this stuff in locker A, but later you found out your stuff are in locker Z, does it means some new memories are injected into your memories? to somehow provided us with some logical trails why our stuff are in locker Z?
- if memories could be extracted & injected, which is certainly possible in coming future, are we all just some NPC?
- but what make a real player so confident that they are not NPC too?
- i remember, i am a member of this forum because the memories stated i am a member of this forum by providing me access to id, password, and vague memories on texts that i wrote.
- if somehow i access this board using url www.fasm.net, the memories will provide excuses/injected memories to create logical explanation that tomasz switch to a new domain last month to fasm.net.
- but how exactly all these are real? i assume this face is mine because i remember yesterday the face look like this, 1 year ago the face look like this, 5 years ago the face look like this too,
- if i paused a virtual machine (assume i control the date and time using own customize time server), i stop it for 1 week, how would the program or os inside the vm could aware?
- now what if all "changes" that we face are part of experiments to test what reaction we would response?
- assume you got test 1 till test x, only human who completed test 10 will be assign with test 11 and so on.
- so, you like/dislike something, stimulate by something, excited by something, desire to something and so on, all actions that create changes are experiment to gauge our response.
- we think we choose, but most probably, we are tuned to, enticed to, incited to,
|26 Mar 2016, 14:57||
30th March 2016
- god try to seek forgiveness from human
- what kinda mentality are we riding when we play dota, GTA, nuke everybody, kill everybody,
- you feel the pain, suffering, excitement, happiness and etc.
- if this is a virtual earth game, where you aware exactly, the probability to have something like this in 1000 years from now is too possible. do you need to seek forgiveness?
- or you are not real player, just npc with a little bit of AI
- you die and found yourself wake up on your bed in year 3000?
- how you aware you are dead already? one big question.
- should we score something, assume our main task is to beat this game?
- if environment totally different, like magic, then only you assume you are dead?
- or your heart don't beat anymore because they put a new version non-beat heart?
- or a cctv footage recording your life playing in front of you?
- technology to playback your life is equal to certification of a more advance civilization that capable to put you inside virtual mode.
- how to define the gap between the me now and human in tat civilization?
|30 Mar 2016, 12:22||
31st March 2016
- if you cannot remember the post you made few months ago, or few years ago, paragraphs seem so alien and weird,
- then a cctv recording showing you, you are writing those words,
- if they have the capability to replay what you did, in multiple angle as if they are beside you,
- why you couldn't doubt they too have the capability to tamper the recording?
- why you couldn't doubt they too have the capability to implant new memories to make you believe you did write those paragraphs and perform those actions?
- how real and authentic is our memories?
|31 Mar 2016, 17:10||
4th April 2016
- what is addiction
- addiction is the inability to persuade oneself, maybe the logic mind convince yourself A is good, and is the best choice among all choices, but then memories hint and recall the reward, pleasure, happiness, excitement you got while not choosing A last time.
- be it drugs, work, job, ecstasy, sex, crime, bully, challenge, intimidation, buy and keep on buying, shopping, food, and etc
- the key point is not what you are addicted to,
- the key point is how to get back the control and restore the ability to command at wish,
- i don't mean rejection, because rejection is a kind of addiction too,
- the main objective is to realize and reach a level of self that capable to perform i could keep it if i desire, and i could let it goes away if i desire so, at any moment.
- is there any way to by-pass addiction?
- if one could force him or herself to remember by repeatedly memorizing something, it should be equally possible to forget or to blank a slot of memory by repeatedly pushing in new idea that you got no idea about the reward if you choose B.
- to quit smoking means, i choose to forget how to smoke.
- to evolve into a human, is to choose having the capability to command oneself, consciously and subconsciously.
|04 Apr 2016, 13:53||
There's a Jewish prayer for just this sentiment:
I offer thanks to You,
living and eternal King,
for You have mercifully restored my soul within me;
Your faithfulness is great
|04 Apr 2016, 14:27||
welcome, ford =)
i guess most religions offer something like you mentioned there,
and their "You" there is ambiguously defined most of the time.
|04 Apr 2016, 18:34||
Well, for Jews, it's not ambiguous
G-d is often referred to as King of the Universe.
|04 Apr 2016, 18:39||
5th April 2016
- i guess i get a small truck, travel around country, different states,
- carry a little bit of essential stuffs,
- you gain such sense of urgency if watching itsuka kono koi wo omoidashite kitto naite shimau. (Love That Makes You Cry)
|04 Apr 2016, 18:44||
that is actually quite ambiguous to me,
i think if some existence is so powerful, strong, almost invincible, near perfect and etc, why the existence needs to claim it is king of something somewhere?
i never announce myself to those ants,
if somehow i tune down to their level and announce myself to those ants, it probably means i want to "experiment" them and see how my words affect them.
my uttered words to ants are certainly not truth, it is experiment to test input, process and output.
the idea of test,experiment means the inability to predict the output, having total knowledge of past and future also means the ability to shift itself to any point in timeline while retaining it conscious self.
i think "You" is system admin.
|04 Apr 2016, 19:01||
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