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car accident today with a motorcyclist,
guess the shit that happened yesterday affected my mood today, cause me to drive careless for a moment, damn that yesterday bastard,

damn it,,
damn it,,,
Post 30 Dec 2013, 16:17
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was it a dream or a real happening? what happened to the cyclist? what bastard yesterday?
Post 30 Dec 2013, 18:52
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something real event happened yesterday, saw some human ugliness, arrogant,
yeap, i am furious, thats why i label him bastard here, coz i need somewhere to vent off my anger,

the motorcyclist is ok, i sent him to nearest clinic and paid for motorcycle repair,
Post 30 Dec 2013, 21:55
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ok then. how was the other person arrogant?
Post 31 Dec 2013, 00:05
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dream a lot this morning,
life is going really fast, 6th january 2014,
Post 06 Jan 2014, 11:51
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woke up nearby 3 AM,
start thinking about death, the dream i got just now,
how the conscious will end,

is life mimic booting linux into ram, doing something with it, then shutdown,
every changes in ram are gone,
Post 11 Jan 2014, 21:26
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well. still some million years to reach Alpha Vega
Post 12 Jan 2014, 11:35
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on the end one gives not a flying saucer-load of crap about as long as the following is considered:

if the soul destroys completely, then there is no suffering at all, but then it means it doesnt return (becuase even each memory about the soul itself was destroyed.

but if the soul lives on forever, then some sort of existence with varied feeligs will be going on. there is not intermidiet options.
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sleepsleep
woke up 1 AM,
there are still many things that i keep on thinking and pondering, like a non-stop machine that adding one line of code each day and reloop it,

there are things that i concern, and most of i didn't concern,
trying to view things in a large grand picture,
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sleepsleep
wake up and woke up,
around 11 AM,
saw matefkr words,

talking about manipulators, are we all manipulator?

how is that different from planner? designer? or etc words that give more positive impact?

to manipulate is to twist, to insert lies into truth, to do something in order to obtain expected result,

if we group these words together,
manipulator, god, designer, planner, they are just the same shit it seems,

how about programmer, we in fact, write code to obtain expected result too in our code,
write code to by pass certain checks,
write code to prevent certain pitfalls,
write code to make it works faster than usual,

those are manipulation too,

but there should be values that put a different,

what i could think now are sincerity, and openness,

if things are communicate in an open way, truth,
i should bring in what already said in OnePiece,
good or bad is something for everybody to decide,

// later, gtg,
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Post 17 Jan 2014, 03:27
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well sleepsleep, only u dont grasp the difference.

i was talking about those manipulating many others, perhaps a majority in some forces, because they have malicious intent.

They are gangsters, who aim for their own gain.


the we all logic doesnt work. because they build on we all logic, they build on others wanting to please many people. this is a mindset they wanna achieve so their programming are possible. that is they in group represent themselves acting upon a single individual, so the single individual in the instant feels so that Him or Herself thinks about Him or Herself in the process of analying self on the basis of one idea. they wanna make others feel lone in something, if a person realises and think about how to please others, will become lonely subconsciously, Because He or She doesnt just present a need and then plan according, He or She as in Herself or Himself alone have to plan inside His or Her head, about others, how to please the others, or whatever. thus even though may acquire the attention, there is the solid information block perpetuated activated and justified wich tells to the person, that the person in power is less then the masses. of course if a person becomes someone like a dictator, winning out mostly, then things disappear somewhat. but may return due to some things.

it has been designed.

u can design things realy, and they did design things.
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but realy it is basd on a primitve thing. a person, or an animal like a baboon, in a group, looks towards a direction, and other baboons notice it and they will turn their head. there is in these primtive societies an interestg in what others are thinking or keeping in attention.
Post 17 Jan 2014, 07:15
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whatever u hear or look at u already process and use this information. so they seek to attach emotions to everything they want u to remember more. this is one element of manipulation. realy it is dependent on tools and position u got, the knowledge and design part of of it is not so much complicated.
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4 AM
i knew i got dream, but i kinda forgot already,

i think, all is back to the idea of create changes,
be it manipulator, designer, architect, programmer, etc,

then we define changes into realm,

as i understood before, changes create more changes,
some good changes resulted bad changes,
bad changes resulted good changes

they are like yin yang,

people enlighten/start understood in very different stages,
but humanity, non-hurting should be the values that one should understood first.

idk if fear is the reason to start manipulate others?

the reason to changes,
fear, expectation, logical reason,

so manipulator is people who expect changes, expecting some result onto others behaviours, to cause them to resume changes with manipulators' desired outcome,
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sleepsleep
thinking about this right now,

from, to, requires method, a transport protocol,
a transport protocol, efficient,
expanding, contracting,

all still back to input, process, output, equal create changes,
to identify is to realize,
Post 17 Jan 2014, 20:33
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well, who has the use of it?

still whatever makes things as how they are there are entities with patterns and images of their designs. and they forecast and and then they have their linkage to every other pattern, and they might take control or not. There is no point in following someone or feeding someone who have been cruel. except if u have logical mistake or luck in this action.

but probably meh, it wont result in them just giving stuff wich u can use to control other stuff. they will seek to give minimum to you.

u should cooperate in meaningful ways with those in similar situation if possible perhaps. but for now, u should dig 21-40 m deep bunker.
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sleepsleep
i keep flowing, aimlessly,
death is around corner, thinking about it makes life seems so useless and meaningless,

what is the point of this whole existence,

the brain non-stop trying to figure out, to find a solid meaning into why i need to do this,

why is the point when having everything doesn't mean anything,

whole thing seems so shallow,

where the feeling, excited, when one is small? how they went away from life?
Post 21 Jan 2014, 16:20
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well. the goal is simple. build a nice farm as possible. Leave the rest to me and the US Navy. we will resolve everything.
Yes, there maybe some things wich conspire for worse life. they did conspire against my obvious. some people part of some gang organisation.

Also there will be a large explostion, very big, and there will be an invasion.

people will be gathered along with others like cattle, and brought somewhere else, those treathening will be shot perhaps killed depending on situatoin (i dont kow).
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The survivors will receive nice just treatment of sort. but they will be transfered to transhuman or trans animal existence otherwise (that is a sort of upgrade to these).
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