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discussing something about nothingness with friend today,

we could view that everything is nothing, it might be a transformation from nothing to something then to nothing and eventually this cycle continue without knowing what started in the first place,

this whole idea what is the first in some sense, not so logic, eg, just pick any one thing nearby you and query where it came from, i bet much of us have no memory about that,

the limitation of memory is obvious, and a conscious without memory is maybe, doesn't sound any great,

journey into truly nothingness is sort of lose lose situation, you no longer exists, and there is no i to witness nothingness, except your belief once you are no longer exists, everything else follow the same path,

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From the psychological point of view, the dream about death and dying tells us that we have been transforming internally and our old, "obsolete" mental structure has been superseded by something completely new. So, we should interprete such dreams rather as something positive and giving hope.

i woke up and hang for a few moment,

it felt so real that as if i am dead, there is no panic or etc, except the idea to inform close people i am dead, now,

it seems that most of us rarely ponder about death, the moment that will most likely to happen in coming changes, we stuck with lots of material ideas, (they are great and they are part of changes), in fact, if we look from another perspective, we are no different from prisoner that been sentenced to death with unknown time frame,

we don't felt like we are inside prison, and we don't felt like we been sentenced to death,

one can't let go something unless one hold it in the first place,

the less you hold it, the easier for you to let them go, the greatness in power to let go is equally and maybe greater than how strong you hold it,

what kind of balance we drafted in our path?

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IMO, the most scary thing would be being dead and completely conscious of that fact.

idk, this might be the moment in our coming changes,

in fact, one could just imagine it right now, everything gone, you are conscious, thats it, imo, i might feel scary if there are snakes or giant or etc that trying to harm me,

is like you go into roblox, and there is only you there, everything else is void,

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there are beautiful things, in fact, there are things that our conscious would judge automatically (as long as we are conscious), now beautiful is abstract and beyond any words, it basically means, anything that extend from that is abstract and probably beyond conscious,

you saw a beatiful flowers, thats it, it could ends there, but for some people, they want to take it home, there is nothing right or wrong regarding the action except when judgment came in,

judgement came because conscious through conclusions of memories, through established connection with subjects, having a guess on what it feels if i am that subject,

greater issue with judgement is, there is no start and end frame and obviously everything is so connected, there is absolutely no way to recover truth afai felt,

conscious could just blame everything, every actions are the cause of others people actions, going through this never ending game, zero point, denying mode, but is there any truth in this denying mode?
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i discovered some questions,

1. why and what people, system, etc want you to believe?
there are people who acted like middle man between unknown and us, some of them can give quite exact description about people and situation around you, some of them sell powerful talisman that said capable to expel bad luck, misfortunes etc,

basically they are perceived to have the ability to know and solve your issues, the more issues you got, more get solved, surely you have more confidence on him/her.

no doubt, the more we believe on something, the more powerful the something will have, something could advice, trick, deceive, all kinds of method etc, in order to have his/her perceived best/worst result for us,

believe is essentially confidence level,
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i saw that 502 error, hopefully everything is ok now
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2. what is opinion and when it is not?

1. a view or judgement formed about something, not necessarily based on fact or knowledge.

2. a statement of advice by an expert on a professional matter.

every words is opinion, every thing is opinion, including ideas that some are not opinion which is basically opinion too,

realizing that there is nothing which is not opinion means we are free and not tied up to any thinking that forced us succumbed into same decision, same mistakes, etc

people who have more experiences in certain field definitely have their opinions highly valued, but who has more experiences with unknown who dictated so much gopinions on human? nobody? except some who memorized all its books and try to spreading its opinions through his own interpretation and claimed all from and belong to it,

but who is living with this human container? it is us, we are the one who is the right and best person to dictate and comment about ourselve, in the exact scenario, programmer vs users, developer probably forgot his codes totally after a while but it is user who use them on daily basis, it is user who need to suffer all kinds of perceived best engineering, best architecture, best etc,

there is no source code, no blueprint, no manual, users need to discover them through trial and error,

a book that keep on mentioned you are the greatest is pretty much useless, Windows 10 probably a great os from its developer pov, but it is a fucked up os commented by users, in religion, it means you can't even say Windows 10 is fucked up, you will be killed,

what kind of a world would be if you can't even critic Windows 10? through out your interaction with it daily, surely we formed our own opinions, religion is basically an opinion bully, your opinion is better kept with you and you got to listen and follow our opinions,

numbers, logic, imo, not opinion,
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sleepsleep wrote:
i saw that 502 error, hopefully everything is ok now
PHP5 has been EOLed. So now server upgrades become tricky.
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not really sure what you mean by server upgrades, afaik, webserver is a standalone prorgam, php came in dll package, upgrading is changing php5 dll to php7 or it is more complex than that?
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... or it is more complex than that?
It is always more complicated than it might first appear. Sad
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i woke up,
it was a continuation of that day dream, the moment we realized we are dead,

in previous episode, i tried to communicate with close people, wanted to tell them i am dead,

this episode is about the feeling of emptiness i got, because at this moment, i realized everything i owned on Earth is pretty much useless, yah, everything, maybe except memories,

is like you playing mobile legend, bigo, or etc game, you got really high score, you got secret cards, you could exchange them to USD, but the moment you withdraw from games, those score is pretty much useless to you,

you are standing in void, blackness,

you might call upon any name that you prayed previously, but the issue of whatever that changing your situation is not far away from bringing you from one jail into another jail, you still unable facing the void,
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